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If I could make my own 2Pac album and I can choose any songs he made. 14 tracks Ambitionz As a Ridah Death Around the Corner Only God Can Judge Me So Many Tears Hold Ya Head All Eyez On Me Krazy How Do U Want It Me Against the World To Live and Die in LA Until the End of Time (original) Letter 2 My Unborn (original) Dear Mama Life Goes On

If I could make my own Kanye West album and I can choose anything he made. 14 tracks Good Morning Hey Mama Homecoming Flashing Lights Touch the Sky Devil in a New Dress Gorgeous Power Ghost Town Two Words New Day with Jay-Z Family Business Through the Wire 24

When I'm worried and afraid, refocus on the present moment in reality. Look at what is happening right now in the present moment in reality. Use all 5 senses: sight, hearing, touch, smell, and taste. The past is finished. The future is unknown. No one knows what will happen in the future. It is impossible to predict the future. No one knows exactly what will happen tomorrow. The next day is unknown. All I can do is live in the present moment. I can't prevent unwanted, disturb

I'm 28. I have many regrets, mistakes, and failures in my life. I used to be very angry, sad, miserable, depressed, frustrated, provoked, and confused for my entire life before this year. After many years of endless suffering, I gave up. I gave up on being angry and frustrated all the time. Desire ruined my life. I wanted many things. I wanted to leave New Jersey and have a new life somewhere else. I wanted to give my mother and myself a better life in Atlanta. But everything

We talk endlessly about AI in the 2020s. Since 2022 it's been a very popular topic. We will talk about artificial intelligence until the end of time. I understand that in the future it is possible content created by AI will be undetectable. It will be difficult or impossible for most people to identify if something was made with AI. Many people struggle with that right now. AI detection programs right now have many false positives. They think something was made with AI but th

Worry and fear are like drug addiction. Or this is an even more accurate comparison. Worry and fear are addiction to poison. I put poison into my body and think that it will make me better and happy, but it doesn't. It hurts and kills me. That is what worry and fear are. Toxin. Poison. Worry never solved a problem. Worry is about the future, but the future does not exist right now in the present moment in reality. People create a million events in their mind convincing themse

95% of things in life are out of my control. I cannot control other people or what they think about me. I cannot control the government or the world. I cannot control the weather, gravity, or nature. I cannot control everyone and everything. I cannot solve every problem of my life. I cannot make everything good, happy, and peaceful. I am not God. I am only a human being. I can't do anything perfectly. No one does anything perfectly. Perfection and perfect people don't exist.

I used to suffer from severe obsessive compulsive disorder from 2016 to June 2021. When I was 18 to 23. I worried about everything endlessly. I was afraid of everything. I doubted everything. I wasted my time and energy overthinking, replaying every event and memory I could remember in my mind. I was paranoid. What if thoughts are terrible. The first what if thought, worry and fear that showed up in 2016 was what if someone steals my ideas? What if someone steals my ideas, my

Why do we human beings exist in this universe? Why does the planet Earth have life? Why are my parents my parents? Why is my family my family? Why am I who I am? What if the world is a simulation? What if the world is like The Matrix? What if reality is an illusion or a dream? What if I'm not real? What if everything in the universe is my imagination? What if----? Stop. Tell yourself to stop. Stop all the what if thoughts. Don't listen to them. Don't fight them. I used to suf

Many times for many years, I believed I was trapped and hopeless. My life is cursed and hopeless. My life will always be depression, sadness, misery, suffering, insanity, mental illness, and pain. Nothing will change. I want to die. I want to give up on life. That is what I believed for many years. Since July 10, 2026, I decided to change myself for the better. No excuses. Don't allow hatred, worry, fear, anger, sadness, and hopelessness to control my mind and my life anymore

Everything that happened to you explains who you are. It explains why you are that way. Your genetics also explain who you are and why you are that way. Some people who experience many tragedies, difficult circumstances, suffering, sadness, hatred, anger, abuse, attacks, many terrible people, or other serious problems for many years become hate filled negative people. It is understandable why they are that way. I was the same way for most of my life. I hated many people and m

People with serious problems, such as severe mental illness, drug addiction, gambling addiction, violent actions, or other problems. People with serious problems who refuse to look for help are hopeless. There is nothing you can do. You can try to reason with them and convince them. You can try to assist them with finding help. People who refuse to look for help are hopeless. They will die in a few years or get locked up in jail or prison. If you really don't want to live in

The manga Berserk is very dark, disturbing, violent, and intense. It has a lot of graphic sexual content. No one is spared. Women, children, men, all are attacked, sexually assaulted, brutalized, and suffer in the universe of Berserk. This came out decades before Game of Thrones was on HBO. One of the many aspects I like about Berserk is the theme of perseverance and the human will. Despite extreme, overwhelming trauma, characters like Guts and others still keep living and go

I thought about this many times for a year. I wanted to make YouTube videos of me just talking about life, my wisdom, knowledge, experience, and advice. Today I finally did it. I recorded and uploaded the first video today. July 10, 2026 The Day I Finally Changed for the Better https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0JF1ixIU74&t=2s

Try to watch out for your community. The people in the schools, colleges, churches, workplaces, and other places who are lonely, depressed, miserable, outcasted, rejected from their community, bullied, and come from a broken, miserable family. Try to reach out. Talk to them. Listen to them. They feel ignored. They want someone to listen to them and care about what they have to say. Comfort them. Encourage them. Try to see if they have any good aspects. Spend time with them. I

I suffered from severe obsessive compulsive disorder, worry, fear, depression, paranoia, anxiety, overthinking, doubt from 2016 to June 2021. I suffered from severe depression since 2010. Severe depression causes all kinds of problems and suffering. To the people suffering from OCD. I know it's hard. I fully healed and recovered July 2021-December 2023. My OCD relapsed last year and this year, it's bad, but not as bad as 2016 to June 2021. I have 100% confidence, hope, and fa

I accept that this is an evil, horrible world. This is a Wicked Earth. All of human history is filled with tragedies, wars, crimes, evil, and other horrible things. Every year. I accept that this is an evil, horrible world with many evil, terrible people. I accept it. Idealism is a fantasy that people want but can't have in reality.

Stop overthinking. No more planning. No more strategizing. When worries, fears, what if thoughts, and doubt come into your mind, accept them. Don't fight them. Don't try to solve them. Because there is nothing to solve. They are meaningless and worthless. Don't listen to them, suffer because of them, and surrender to them. When unwanted disturbing intrusive thoughts are in your mind, accept them. Tell yourself, "This thought that is making me worried and afraid is disturbing.